One afternoon,
CRE : class, i want u to vote for our senior pages, whether it would be all black and white or all colour pages.
*pass the vote paper around
minutes later.....
CRE : soo this is the result, 16 votes for all colour pages, 12 votes for 2 black and white and 2 colour pages, 2 votes for black and white and satu undi rosak.
whole class : hahhaha.
Haha.funnylaa.ingat nih pilihanraya ke?
As much as i dislike my class, there's still bits of love there;)
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SPM is just around the corner but yet i can still be online during midnight or anytime i want.
Maybe because the computer had been switched on almost the whole day and only rest to sleep after 3 a.m.
Ahhh..temptations.
Why ohhh why am i not scared of it?
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Feast your eyes on this incredible crop of art made with food
Anne Robinson
Rendered in cake and biscuits
In spring 2008, a different kind of European art exhibit was unveiled for the launch of BBC’s on-demand TV service. For the event, they asked artist Prudence Emma Staite, founder of FoodIsArt.co.uk, to depict legendary British TV characters or shows in “paintings” made of food. Above is a portrait of Anne Robinson, most famous for her role as the host of The Weakest Link , crafted from cake and biscuits.
Lotus Leaf
Rendered in canned goods
The structure above, created in 2005 by Platt Byard Dovell White Architects LLP, is made from 5,000 cans of sliced bamboo shoots and stuffed vine leaves. It’s one of several works to come out of Canstruction—a trademark charity event and design/build competition under the auspices of the Society for Design Administration. The challenge? To build large structures made of unopened food cans, which are later donated to city-registered food banks.
President Barack Obama
Rendered in cereal
This mosaic of President Barack Obama, created by Hank Willis Thomas and Ryan Alexiev of CerealArt.com, showcases a slew of sugary cereals including Honeycomb, Life and Froot Loops. The company, which is inspired by 3D visual art and consumer culture, wanted to make a commentary about the president’s iconic and commercial appeal, much in line with Thomas’ other work, which typically deals with the complex issues of race, identity, class and history in the age of consumerism.
“Self-Portrait with Grey Felt Hat”
Rendered in leeks
The above artwork, inspired by one of Vincent van Gogh’s many self-portraits, was displayed at the Paris-Beijing Photo Gallery from November 23, 2008 to January 22, 2009 as part of Chinese artist Ju Duoqi’s exhibit titled The Vegetable Museum. In the series, Duoqi recreates Western masterpieces using common Chinese cuisine ingredients—including tofu, cabbage, ginger, lotus roots, coriander and sweet potato—then photographs them for gallery and museum showings.
Landscape
Rendered in bread and cheese
Created by London-based photographer Carl Warner, this food-scape is one of many images in a series that features foodie creations, such as pea pod boats, strawberry hot air balloons, salmon seas and Parmesan cliffs. Once designed, the setting is photographed and touched up to create original photographic works of art. In the picture above, loaves of bread were used to depict mountains among a cove of sliced-bread cobblestones and cheese boulders.
Larry King
Rendered in Jelly Belly jelly beans
Displayed in The Jelly Belly Museum of Bean Art, the above mosaic of Larry King was created by Peter Rocha—who passed away in 2004. For each of his mosaics, Rocha placed the candy pieces on a layer of varnish, allowed it to dry and then covered the beans with more varnish—thus preventing bugs from appreciating his masterwork in a more literal way. This particular portrait uses around 10,000 jelly beans in a variety of flavors, including blueberry, which was used for the suspenders.
“Gold Marilyn Monroe”
Rendered in Nestlé Smarties
This candy-filled creation, replicating one of Andy Warhol’s most famous silkscreen paintings, is made with a sugar-coated chocolate candy that is primarily sold throughout Europe and the United Kingdom. The work, created by photo artist Prudence Emma Staite of FoodIsArt.co.uk, was part of the Smartie Art Exhibition at the V&A Museum of Childhood in London. The exhibit marked the relaunch of the blue Smartie, which was used for Monroe’s eyeshadow in this work of art.
“Toaster"
Rendered in toasted bread
This 14.5 x 16.5-inch mosaic by Ingrid Falk and Gustavo Aguerre was made entirely of toast—specifically, 3,053 slices with varying degrees of toastedness, including shades of white, beige, tan, ochre, rust and black. The two artists are known for using bread and food as a recurring theme in their artwork. This piece, which took several days of toasting—and the use of multiple friends’ toasters—to complete, was displayed at the Galleria Milano in Milan, Italy, in October and November 1999.
“Mona Lisa”
Rendered in chocolate
Since 1989, food artist Jean Zaun has been crafting paintings composed entirely of chocolate, food color, edible gold sugars and confectionery glaze. Above is his rendition of Leonardo da Vinci’s famous portrait, which is painted on a white chocolate “canvas” base, bordered with a dark chocolate frame and finished with a confectionery glaze.
Eminem
Rendered in M&M’s
Crafted out of more than 1,000 M&M’s, including rare pale blue and white varieties, this 40 x 30-inch portrait of the Detroit rapper weighs in at eight pounds and was made by candy artist Enrique Ramos. The photo, bought by Ripley’s Believe It or Not!, is now on display at their Gallery of Unusual Art in Gatlinburg, Tennessee—hanging amongst a befitting collection of artwork that includes a portrait of Princess Diana made of lint and a portrait of Michael Jackson rendered in gumballs.
source from www.womansday.com
Rendered in cake and biscuits
In spring 2008, a different kind of European art exhibit was unveiled for the launch of BBC’s on-demand TV service. For the event, they asked artist Prudence Emma Staite, founder of FoodIsArt.co.uk, to depict legendary British TV characters or shows in “paintings” made of food. Above is a portrait of Anne Robinson, most famous for her role as the host of The Weakest Link , crafted from cake and biscuits.
Lotus Leaf
Rendered in canned goods
The structure above, created in 2005 by Platt Byard Dovell White Architects LLP, is made from 5,000 cans of sliced bamboo shoots and stuffed vine leaves. It’s one of several works to come out of Canstruction—a trademark charity event and design/build competition under the auspices of the Society for Design Administration. The challenge? To build large structures made of unopened food cans, which are later donated to city-registered food banks.
President Barack Obama
Rendered in cereal
This mosaic of President Barack Obama, created by Hank Willis Thomas and Ryan Alexiev of CerealArt.com, showcases a slew of sugary cereals including Honeycomb, Life and Froot Loops. The company, which is inspired by 3D visual art and consumer culture, wanted to make a commentary about the president’s iconic and commercial appeal, much in line with Thomas’ other work, which typically deals with the complex issues of race, identity, class and history in the age of consumerism.
“Self-Portrait with Grey Felt Hat”
Rendered in leeks
The above artwork, inspired by one of Vincent van Gogh’s many self-portraits, was displayed at the Paris-Beijing Photo Gallery from November 23, 2008 to January 22, 2009 as part of Chinese artist Ju Duoqi’s exhibit titled The Vegetable Museum. In the series, Duoqi recreates Western masterpieces using common Chinese cuisine ingredients—including tofu, cabbage, ginger, lotus roots, coriander and sweet potato—then photographs them for gallery and museum showings.
Landscape
Rendered in bread and cheese
Created by London-based photographer Carl Warner, this food-scape is one of many images in a series that features foodie creations, such as pea pod boats, strawberry hot air balloons, salmon seas and Parmesan cliffs. Once designed, the setting is photographed and touched up to create original photographic works of art. In the picture above, loaves of bread were used to depict mountains among a cove of sliced-bread cobblestones and cheese boulders.
Larry King
Rendered in Jelly Belly jelly beans
Displayed in The Jelly Belly Museum of Bean Art, the above mosaic of Larry King was created by Peter Rocha—who passed away in 2004. For each of his mosaics, Rocha placed the candy pieces on a layer of varnish, allowed it to dry and then covered the beans with more varnish—thus preventing bugs from appreciating his masterwork in a more literal way. This particular portrait uses around 10,000 jelly beans in a variety of flavors, including blueberry, which was used for the suspenders.
“Gold Marilyn Monroe”
Rendered in Nestlé Smarties
This candy-filled creation, replicating one of Andy Warhol’s most famous silkscreen paintings, is made with a sugar-coated chocolate candy that is primarily sold throughout Europe and the United Kingdom. The work, created by photo artist Prudence Emma Staite of FoodIsArt.co.uk, was part of the Smartie Art Exhibition at the V&A Museum of Childhood in London. The exhibit marked the relaunch of the blue Smartie, which was used for Monroe’s eyeshadow in this work of art.
“Toaster"
Rendered in toasted bread
This 14.5 x 16.5-inch mosaic by Ingrid Falk and Gustavo Aguerre was made entirely of toast—specifically, 3,053 slices with varying degrees of toastedness, including shades of white, beige, tan, ochre, rust and black. The two artists are known for using bread and food as a recurring theme in their artwork. This piece, which took several days of toasting—and the use of multiple friends’ toasters—to complete, was displayed at the Galleria Milano in Milan, Italy, in October and November 1999.
“Mona Lisa”
Rendered in chocolate
Since 1989, food artist Jean Zaun has been crafting paintings composed entirely of chocolate, food color, edible gold sugars and confectionery glaze. Above is his rendition of Leonardo da Vinci’s famous portrait, which is painted on a white chocolate “canvas” base, bordered with a dark chocolate frame and finished with a confectionery glaze.
Eminem
Rendered in M&M’s
Crafted out of more than 1,000 M&M’s, including rare pale blue and white varieties, this 40 x 30-inch portrait of the Detroit rapper weighs in at eight pounds and was made by candy artist Enrique Ramos. The photo, bought by Ripley’s Believe It or Not!, is now on display at their Gallery of Unusual Art in Gatlinburg, Tennessee—hanging amongst a befitting collection of artwork that includes a portrait of Princess Diana made of lint and a portrait of Michael Jackson rendered in gumballs.
source from www.womansday.com
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Suka tak suka kene baca jugak.
Before i continue with my main topic today, i just wanna tell you that
Saya tak suka bila saya lalu depan orang sedang merokok or mereka lalu depan saya kerana bau rokok itu sangat memeningkan dan semestinya tak wangi.
Saya rasa tak selesa bila keluar rumah tak pakai eyeliner. Its like going out naked.Haha
Saya lagi tak suka bila tiap kali jumpa atau cakap nak beremo jer walaupun saya suka mendengar luahan hati orang lain.
Saya tak berapa comfortable bila orang tgk my face lame2 macam tengah kira baper banyak spots n pimples yg ade kt muka
Saya lagilaa tak suka bila semuanya nak ikut kehendak suke hati dia jer.Ingat dia sape laa sangat.
Saya sangat geram bila laptop/internet lembab macam siput rase cam nak baling2 jer bende nih
Saya rasa tak best bila keluar pakai sempoi je sebab xtau nak pakai baju ape
Saya sangat tak suka bila melihat kerajaan mementingkan diri sendiri dan manusia2 yang berpangkat dalam bidang politik pakai baju mahal2 guna duit kerajaan.
Saya rasa benci bila tengok org lain atau saye sendiri kene tindas. Oleh sebab itu saya cepat marah.
Saya bengang bila orang carik pasal dengan saya kerana saya kurang kesabaran bergantung kepada situasi.
Saya rasa pelik dan tertanya-tanya kenapa dorg taknak kasi banyak2 free gifts n diskaun bile beli barang.Hehe
Saya ingin tahu kenapa kite orang kene tunduk kepada Sultan dan mendaulatkannya kerana bagi saya mereka hanya manusia biase jer.
Saya tergamam bila orang bercakap tentang body figure seseorang atau saya sendiri depan orang lain atau saya sendiri kerana bagi saya mereka tak respect orang lain.
Saya rasa menyampah bila saya sedang bercakap tengok muka org tuh dia pandang tempat lain utk buat 'muka' dekat kawan dia.Macam nak mintak pelempang.Haha
Saya akan rasa bersalah kalau satu hari xblaja.Haha
Saya rasa ayat yang paling rude ialah 'kurang ajar' sebab bile dengar tuh buat sakit hati.Hehe
Saya berharap agar maid saya skrang nih jangan mengade lelebih sebelum saya marah dia teruk2.ish3.
Saya lagi berharap supaya saya dapat master debate in english dengan lebih cemerlang walaupun rase macam impossible melihatkan kepada english saya yang semakin teruk.
Saya lagi sangat berharap agar satu hari nanti saya dapat berjumpa dengan Kim Hyun Joong;)
Saya suka bila saya on handphone tiap2 pagi ade orang hantar 'Good Morning!!!!' or 'Have a wonderful day' or ape2 yang menarik cuz it really makes my day.
Saya lagi suka bila saya tengok satu hari tuh takda sorang pun dalam rumah ini menjerit2
Saya selesa bila lepas mandi di bilik air sendiri dengan sabun mandi yang berbuih2.Hehe
Saya suka bila kawan2 bukan Islam senyum dan saling bertegur dengan saya kerana saya paling menyampah dengan racist.
Saya rase macam nak makan cake skrang nih;)
Saya sangat gembira bila dapat free gifts dan hadiah dari orang lain kerana itu membuatkan saya happy
Saya teringin nak blanje my family and friends shopping kalo duit saya banyak.
Saya suka tengok orang senyum lebar nampak gigi walaupun gigi kuning,hitam,orange,biru atau rainbow colour.Hehe
Saya suka pegi open house sebab dapat makan sedap2.Hehe
Saya rase sampai nih jer kot.Nanti tambah lagi. Macam pelik plak ber-saya saya.
I think that my keblurran telah berkurang.
WHoaa. I realised it today. HaHa.
Agree? No?
WHoaa. I realised it today. HaHa.
Agree? No?
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Tak suka ke suka??
Saya tak suka bila saya lalu depan orang sedang merokok or mereka lalu depan saya kerana bau rokok itu sangat memeningkan dan semestinya tak wangi.
Saya rasa tak selesa bila keluar rumah tak pakai eyeliner. Its like going out naked.Haha
Saya lagi tak suka bila tiap kali jumpa atau cakap nak beremo jer walaupun saya suka mendengar luahan hati orang lain.
Saya tak berapa comfortable bila orang tgk my face lame2 macam tengah kira baper banyak spots n pimples yg ade kt muka
Saya lagilaa tak suka bila semuanya nak ikut kehendak suke hati dia jer.Ingat dia sape laa sangat.
Saya sangat geram bila laptop/internet lembab macam siput rase cam nak baling2 jer bende nih
Saya rasa tak best bila keluar pakai sempoi je sebab xtau nak pakai baju ape
Saya sangat tak suka bila melihat kerajaan mementingkan diri sendiri dan manusia2 yang berpangkat dalam bidang politik pakai baju mahal2 guna duit kerajaan.
Saya rasa benci bila tengok org lain atau saye sendiri kene tindas. Oleh sebab itu saya cepat marah.
Saya bengang bila orang carik pasal dengan saya kerana saya kurang kesabaran bergantung kepada situasi.
Saya rasa pelik dan tertanya-tanya kenapa dorg taknak kasi banyak2 free gifts n diskaun bile beli barang.Hehe
Saya ingin tahu kenapa kite orang kene tunduk kepada Sultan dan mendaulatkannya kerana bagi saya mereka hanya manusia biase jer.
Saya tergamam bila orang bercakap tentang body figure seseorang atau saya sendiri depan orang lain atau saya sendiri kerana bagi saya mereka tak respect orang lain.
Saya rasa menyampah bila saya sedang bercakap tengok muka org tuh dia pandang tempat lain utk buat 'muka' dekat kawan dia.Macam nak mintak pelempang.Haha
Saya akan rasa bersalah kalau satu hari xblaja.Haha
Saya rasa ayat yang paling rude ialah 'kurang ajar' sebab bile dengar tuh buat sakit hati.Hehe
Saya berharap agar maid saya skrang nih jangan mengade lelebih sebelum saya marah dia teruk2.ish3.
Saya lagi berharap supaya saya dapat master debate in english dengan lebih cemerlang walaupun rase macam impossible melihatkan kepada english saya yang semakin teruk.
Saya lagi sangat berharap agar satu hari nanti saya dapat berjumpa dengan Kim Hyun Joong;)
Saya suka bila saya on handphone tiap2 pagi ade orang hantar 'Good Morning!!!!' or 'Have a wonderful day' or ape2 yang menarik cuz it really makes my day.
Saya lagi suka bila saya tengok satu hari tuh takda sorang pun dalam rumah ini menjerit2
Saya selesa bila lepas mandi di bilik air sendiri dengan sabun mandi yang berbuih2.Hehe
Saya suka bila kawan2 bukan Islam senyum dan saling bertegur dengan saya kerana saya paling menyampah dengan racist.
Saya rase macam nak makan cake skrang nih;)
Saya sangat gembira bila dapat free gifts dan hadiah dari orang lain kerana itu membuatkan saya happy
Saya teringin nak blanje my family and friends shopping kalo duit saya banyak.
Saya suka tengok orang senyum lebar nampak gigi walaupun gigi kuning,hitam,orange,biru atau rainbow colour.Hehe
Saya suka pegi open house sebab dapat makan sedap2.Hehe
Saya rase sampai nih jer kot.Nanti tambah lagi. Macam pelik plak ber-saya saya.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Suatu hari itu, kedengaran suara keriangan anak anak kecil berlari lari kecil di sekitar rumah.
Suatu hari itu, kelihatan anak anak kecil bermain bunga api di tepian jalan.
Suatu hari itu, wan, atuk, pakcik, makcik, maklang, paklang, mak ucu, ucu, paklong, umi, mama dan papa bersama sama dengan sanak saudara duduk bersila di atas tikar mengkuang sambil menunggu azan berkumandang.
Namun, itu dahulu. Sekarang??
Tiada lagi celoteh wan, atuk saudara mara sambil menganyam ketupat.
Sambil mengisi beras dalam ketupat. Sambil merebus ketupat. Sambil memasak.
Ahh..rindu nyee.
Dulu, tiap kali melawat wan dan atuk, sambal goreng kegemaranku susah tersedia di meja. Sambal sotong kering kegemaranku sudah siap dimasak. Tinggal makan je.
Itu dulu.
Sekarang??
Sekarang lain. Semenjak pemergian arwah wan dan atuk, suasana sangat berbeza.
Tiap kali pagi raya, aku terbayangkan suasana malam raya beberapa tahun dahulu. Suasana di pagi raya.
Lawak jenaka sanak saudara.
Rindu..
Aku teringat adik ku bertanya
"bila kita mau balik kampung"
Takda kampung macam mane nak balik dik.
Maka, hargailah setiap detik masa yang anda luangkan bersama keluarga.
Nih tiap kali datang je, internet on. Tiga, empat komputer beratur atas meja. Mulut ikut sedap hati je cakap.
Anak anak muda zaman sekarang.
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Selamat Hari Raya!
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
xoxo,
aryna
aryna
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
I have a confession..
a confession that i've been longing to write it down and that i don't have the courage to speak up for myself. I was called to write this post after i read an article from a local newspaper.
Ever since i was a small kid, back in primary school i have always been teased of being so petite and skinny. Not only the students, the teachers did so. I was really sad and depressed but no one understood me. Not a single tiny bits.
When it was time to line up, i'll be the first or the second person who will be lining up at the front row. Well, i don't mind at all actually.
I can still remember clearly this conversation with one of the teachers among my friends in a class after UPSR has ended.
"Aryna lagila pakai baju nih(the baju kurung i was wearing) tah2 sejak standard 1 lagi kot" , it was a teacher saying this ok!
and they just laugh.
Omg.
My heart crashes into million, zillion, gazillion pieces.
And what did i do?? i just kept quite. Gosh.
Sometimes, i blame God for created me of being skinny and small. But soon, when i learnt more about Islam in my sekolah agama, i realised that we aren't supposed to say that to God. I was grateful that God created me with all, complete physical features.
Now, dealing with the relatives. Omg.
Most of my relatives, cousins, aunts and uncles are big sizes or they are just normal.
I have always hated when we are having family gathering or anything similar to that. Its just simply because they always tease me of being soo skinny and that i don't eat much.
I once locked myself in the bathroom just to cry and of course i don't want them to see me crying. Duhh!
To be honest, i eat a lot! Really. I can tell you, if you're staying at my house, you'll be seeing me eating every 1 or 2 hours or even every 30 minutes.
Plus, my dad always go for outstation and bring back lots and lotsa chocolates. So, u can see me opening the fridge like many many times.
Sometimes, during weekend, i eat lamb chop, spaghetti or ape2 la to satisfy myself.
Soon, when i learnt about Science, i made my early conclusion that i might have a huge tapeworm in my intestines and they're like opening they're mouth getting ready to eat what i have just eaten. Haha. Silly.
Well, that was primary. Ever since the conversation, i hated my primary school life that i don't wanna return back there or even think about it.
Last time, i don't like to shop for clothes or jeans because its very hard to find my size. The clothes, when it is big, it'll be damn big and when it is small, it'll be damn small. As for jeans, it cannot fit nicely on my waist. I have to sew at the corner of the zip to make it tight.
But now, u give me the money, i'll shop till i drop. Haha
Soon, when i've grown up a lil bit back in Form 1, i told myself i have to stand up for myself. I have to speak up. So, step by step i did it.
I joined the senamrobik team and even performed for teachers day etc, go for homestay programme in Japan, camping to boost my confidence level.
From there, i learnt to speak up.
Next, i joined syarahan to represent my school. If im not mistaken, that was my first time to represent my school. I was nervous and i forgotten my lines. First time weyhh.
But that didn't stop me from trying. I've tried syair, sajak and debate and boyy..i loved it!
Now, whenever they tease me or make fun of something, i will always try to speak up and say whats right and whats wrong.
Ok ok. Back to the main subject here.
Soon, when i learnt about Biology, i realised that being skinny is genetically inherited. Its in the genes. But came to think about it, my younger sisters are not skinny. They are even bigger and heavier than me. Ahh..whatever.
I still don't get it why people which i think already have their ideal body figure and just the right weight, they still want to go for liposuction or weight loss center programme.
Isn't it much healthier to be in the gym and getting those hot abs and muscles rather than undergo liposuction. Or besides that, eat accordingly. Haihh.
Whatever it is, how petite and skinny am i, i am grateful that i am born with complete physical features.
So, people out there, stop saying to people or even me whether they are fat or skinny or keding or lidi or gajah or whatever it is, they are humans too. You don't know how it hurt them so badly. I know. I can understand how they feel cause i've been through it before.
I am grateful that i have the courage to defend myself, stand up for myself, but what about those who have low self-esteem?? Think about it people!
That is why, i don't say to them whether they're fat or skinny or whatever there is to be called. You'll make them feel even more worse and crushes the left over of their self-esteem and confidence level.
I only did when you did that to me.Muahaha.
Thank you for spending your time to read this.
Ever since i was a small kid, back in primary school i have always been teased of being so petite and skinny. Not only the students, the teachers did so. I was really sad and depressed but no one understood me. Not a single tiny bits.
When it was time to line up, i'll be the first or the second person who will be lining up at the front row. Well, i don't mind at all actually.
I can still remember clearly this conversation with one of the teachers among my friends in a class after UPSR has ended.
"Aryna lagila pakai baju nih(the baju kurung i was wearing) tah2 sejak standard 1 lagi kot" , it was a teacher saying this ok!
and they just laugh.
Omg.
My heart crashes into million, zillion, gazillion pieces.
And what did i do?? i just kept quite. Gosh.
Sometimes, i blame God for created me of being skinny and small. But soon, when i learnt more about Islam in my sekolah agama, i realised that we aren't supposed to say that to God. I was grateful that God created me with all, complete physical features.
Now, dealing with the relatives. Omg.
Most of my relatives, cousins, aunts and uncles are big sizes or they are just normal.
I have always hated when we are having family gathering or anything similar to that. Its just simply because they always tease me of being soo skinny and that i don't eat much.
I once locked myself in the bathroom just to cry and of course i don't want them to see me crying. Duhh!
To be honest, i eat a lot! Really. I can tell you, if you're staying at my house, you'll be seeing me eating every 1 or 2 hours or even every 30 minutes.
Plus, my dad always go for outstation and bring back lots and lotsa chocolates. So, u can see me opening the fridge like many many times.
Sometimes, during weekend, i eat lamb chop, spaghetti or ape2 la to satisfy myself.
Soon, when i learnt about Science, i made my early conclusion that i might have a huge tapeworm in my intestines and they're like opening they're mouth getting ready to eat what i have just eaten. Haha. Silly.
Well, that was primary. Ever since the conversation, i hated my primary school life that i don't wanna return back there or even think about it.
Last time, i don't like to shop for clothes or jeans because its very hard to find my size. The clothes, when it is big, it'll be damn big and when it is small, it'll be damn small. As for jeans, it cannot fit nicely on my waist. I have to sew at the corner of the zip to make it tight.
But now, u give me the money, i'll shop till i drop. Haha
Soon, when i've grown up a lil bit back in Form 1, i told myself i have to stand up for myself. I have to speak up. So, step by step i did it.
I joined the senamrobik team and even performed for teachers day etc, go for homestay programme in Japan, camping to boost my confidence level.
From there, i learnt to speak up.
Next, i joined syarahan to represent my school. If im not mistaken, that was my first time to represent my school. I was nervous and i forgotten my lines. First time weyhh.
But that didn't stop me from trying. I've tried syair, sajak and debate and boyy..i loved it!
Now, whenever they tease me or make fun of something, i will always try to speak up and say whats right and whats wrong.
Ok ok. Back to the main subject here.
Soon, when i learnt about Biology, i realised that being skinny is genetically inherited. Its in the genes. But came to think about it, my younger sisters are not skinny. They are even bigger and heavier than me. Ahh..whatever.
I still don't get it why people which i think already have their ideal body figure and just the right weight, they still want to go for liposuction or weight loss center programme.
Isn't it much healthier to be in the gym and getting those hot abs and muscles rather than undergo liposuction. Or besides that, eat accordingly. Haihh.
Whatever it is, how petite and skinny am i, i am grateful that i am born with complete physical features.
So, people out there, stop saying to people or even me whether they are fat or skinny or keding or lidi or gajah or whatever it is, they are humans too. You don't know how it hurt them so badly. I know. I can understand how they feel cause i've been through it before.
I am grateful that i have the courage to defend myself, stand up for myself, but what about those who have low self-esteem?? Think about it people!
That is why, i don't say to them whether they're fat or skinny or whatever there is to be called. You'll make them feel even more worse and crushes the left over of their self-esteem and confidence level.
I only did when you did that to me.Muahaha.
Thank you for spending your time to read this.
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